Atlast, i get to meet Nana and Affie and the 3 musketeers except for Razis. Whr you go lil boy ah. Haha. Oh and Hazwan told me tht thr’s a vacancy at Forever 21^^ Now thn got job vacancy, but its too late alrdy cos schools nxt week only. Drats. Okay, now to serious business. Read and keep your comments to your self.

I thk life is rly unfair. Very. Its very irritating and i dont knw why does it have to turn out ths way. Why? Why does it have to be so bad? I never even pray or asked for anyth as bad as ths. Looks like wht i said turn out to be true. My happiness did turn out to be temporary. Yes, temporary. Not months, days but minutes. I thot tht whn i laugh or smile, it shows tht im happy but it turned out to be bad. Behind every smile, thr’s a hidden frown. I kept holding back my tears cos i feel tht crying makes me feel stupid and not worth but i guess tht im just too weak. Ive done my part alrdy. I knw ive given my best but to no avail. I just cant seem to save it. I just cant. Things just dont seem right. Ive tried everthing but its still th same. I just dont want history to repeat itself. Ive experience it 2 years ago and i knw how hurtful it is. I cant put a smile on your face, i cant make you feel occupied every second cos things just aint right. All i wnt is for you to be happy, thats all. I tried to find a remedy to cure ths sorrow but nvrmind, thr’s nothing that i can do. Maybe my life has been destined. Destiny is sometimes cruel.

Can someone pls alleviate th pain cos i feel distorted and i shall not say it or whoever cos it will not be very discreet of me.


‘why you want to fall?
we fall sometimes.’