dear my Nadhirah Abd Rashid,

guess when i said i was lazy to try and blog, you didn’t take me seriously right? well I’m going to blog all about you and us.

I am indeed very very lucky to have met you, you changed my life, you made that impact, who else could have? no one, but you, that’s why i always told you don’t worry about me ogling at other girls, cause i won’t, these eyes of mine, its all on you:). you just have that so much attraction for me towards you , pulling me, calling me, tempting me, just to always wanting to be there for you. what is that spell you casted on me, love? GOD I LOVE IT! maybe cupid shot too much arrows to make our hatred turn to love and now its overpowering. i like.

remember, “you and me together, we can go very far” ? i never forgot that phrase b, i guess i live by it since our first month, told you we’ll always go thru every single thing thick or thin, together, never giving up. thanks you love. you have been such a sweetheart always tau, never say you don’t make me smile k? cause you always will, like even your sleep, it still makes me smile widely to just see you at peace eventho there wasn’t any expression. your the only one that can make me so mad, and so happy all at once, how do you do that? only you tau. :)

B, your method works well, ” I won’t tell you, you go reflect on yourself”. you will say that every single time things go wrong and i will always go cranky but at the end of the day i sit back and reflect, and i learn my mistakes well, maybe because of that b, i am able to change SO MUCh… for us. :D except for the part, I’m still a lil irritating b, im working on that. not to worry k? i guess sometimes it makes you smile? :P. after everything that happened in the past, i guess, I’m only going to be a fool one time, no more.

maybe some people would say, pfft this is puppy love or whatever, let them say. But b i just wanna let you know, i love you so much that i really want us to last and i know you want that too, we’ll do it k? don’t let go of me, ever.

now i guess your sleeping b, I’ve run out of words but you know how i feel right now b, i just can’t type no more and love, you know how much i feel for you, this is just a simple post, but what i feel for you is so much greater:). i don’t wanna be wetting my shirt, :P . hope you will read this.

“have a heart that never hardens, a temper that never tires , and a touch that never hurts”

guess i haven’t said this in a long time in a text.
I LOVE my NADHIRAH ABD RASHID!!!!!!!!! <3 and many MANY HEARTS!

your Bumble Bee,
Matin Holmberg :D

ps: Don’t worry about not having a phone k? we’ll do what we can:). i will never give up on you.